I want to cry as I know the next day will kick me in my butt as it is almost 11pm (10min) and I will not be going to sleep nor get ready for bed but waiting for my 8month year old to fall asleep.
I really don't wan to just place in her crib and hope she falls asleep. I want to make sure she is sleeping so I wait until she starts rubbing her eyes and yawn and you know she is almost there and then she falls asleep.
Trying to juggle everything today was very exhausting to where all I want to do is fall sleep. I have to get up in the morning and make lunch for the kids but literally cook...making meatballs and something else I just don't know yet but we are still doing the unleavened bread feast.
need to pump milk which I will try to store for Sunday as I will be going to work.
Right a email to my son's teacher about a grade to waiting patiently if my daughter and her friend got the spot in the talent show as I will probably have to buy a outfit for the performance.
Dropping off kids as my dad usually help except Thursday as he has overtime (wish I could pick up some)
Of course me as I try to remember the important things I need to get before the kids get out of school and wanting to go clothes shopping with out baby seems like it won't be happening so I should just place that money to the side. I don't have the strength to go tomorrow but maybe Friday : )
I was super excited today!! I got to take a bubble bath with lout baby getting up crying for milk (Pumping gets tiring) Not having to rush but take my time: )
Even though I want to cry because it's a never ending story, I have to pick up tears....yes I said pick them up...might need them later..hahaha
Hopefully I get things right tomorrow which is in a hour : 0
Ahhh Motherhood
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