It's late and I'm tired. I'm breastfeeding as I try to keep my eyes open which by the way I still need to take out my contacts.
It's Tuesday about to be Wednesday in a 30mins I believe and im still exhausted from work..kids...cooking...and HW that all I want is ME TIME!!! That's what I get at work...Me time where I social with adults where I have no clue what I'm talking about nor them. I'm best at putting on a smile and a fake laugh just to make it seem like I really care but most of the time I don't.
Being a parent is a tuff job as you bascially have to juggle kids and your life
I thought having a extra kid shouldn't be to bad. I did the deed I own up to it. Well its starting to get to me
I feel like I'm feeling as a mother. I have like 3 different grade school kids in my house. One have to learn to read and shapes to the other advance in math but needs some help with expressing herself on paper and of course one that has no clue ( sometimes) and doesn't want to put in the work but still want to get a A...it doesn't work like that and it's that's age where you have to drift off but not to far. I'm tired that I have to make a schedule for my kids so everyone will learn and have sometime with me with the baby since she is here.
I'm feeling the pressure now but I some how put on a smile
I need to keep motivating myself because I know I can do more. Exhausted and tired I'm praying I won't over sleep :/
A mother's life
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