Can we all just say we all are tired of this new normal. It's Jan.1.2021. What has really changed? I know we just started in this new month but to be real with you, I can not date. Yes I said it. dating seems to be a mystery to me. I am kind of in to this new guy I am talking to, He seems great but how can i take it to the next level? That next level is actually seeing him in person. Now I can not. Now I have to wait until a month or so because he had to go to Florida for business trip. Here I am thinking maybe I should just hold off on love like other people are doing around the world with this Covic-19 is going on.
Working seems to be a challenge. I have 3 more months left until I am no longer qualify for unemployment. I am somewhere save where I can still call home but I still have bills to pay. Keeping myself busy is not working anymore. I need supplies to crate certain things. Vblogging is okay but it's something that I feel like I'm using interested a little.
I find myself feeling alone. Does any parents feel like that? I know I do/
Dealing with it is another factor of my life. It sucks a lot of the times. I thought 2020 was going to be my year to break out and meet new people and fall in love and explore life.
Instead I was hit with my mother having cancer to Covic-19 lasting loner then I attended it to. Kids was suppose to go to school but instead it's homeschooling. My youngest would have started daycare and I would be working at a great job. No everything is flip. Nowhere I am here at my parents and taking care of my mom as I have to find work some how. Kids need to be taken care of and no baby sisiter. covic-19 is going a little crazy. All I can say is, why didn't I safe up for that. I guess I thought I had more time.
What will be next? Yes, us parents need to ask are self's what will be next? How do we prepare for it in away where we can stay afloat.. I don't care if you need to be sleeping in your car but how can we protect are selfs, kids?
I know this world is f up but parents to parent, we are not done with pandemic. It is just the beginning.
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