watching the snow fall from my kitchen window as I sip on coffee looking at my planner today I realize life is so sweet that everyday I get up I need to thank the most high.
Yesterday at the dinner table my baby boy (second to the youngest) prayed over the food. He thank Yah for the world. My oldest said "Why would you thank him for the world? it's so bad/evil."
My mother and me had to tell my oldest son that he is thanking Yah for the world because he created and if he never did then we wouldn't be here. Also it's not the world that's evil but men.
He understood it after that. during the unleaven Feast as I'm still new to this walk. Been 2 years and still in training im trying to remember to not have a sour heart, a hate heart why you despise someone so sad that you don't want to be around them and not hold onto grudges because lfe is to short.
I have learn more about myself in the past couple of days. I see that I can not eat bread that I have will power. I saw myself try different foods that I would have never thought about eating. I even loved the time I have with my children and my mom as we try to think of things together to make. My dad is actually doing it with us as this year he didn't bye any BREAD and eat it. Super excited about that. The Lord still working on him.
I know I have 3 more days of the feast as Saturday is going to be the big one. It's a lot to take in and hopefully I can lead the last prayer or find a bible verse that fits.
I'm going to enjoy this time I have as Baby Z is sleep and I can drop down somethings I want to change and accomplish this year.
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Motherhood : )
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