Confine?

  I am confine to this new normal. Home seems to be where I will be a little bit longer. With kids running around. With my parents as I try to block out the noise from paying bills to....I have no idea because I try to block it out.

  My days feel long even though I try to keep myself busy. I smile and try to keep myself busy. Seems like life is unspoken of. I have no sight to where this will all end. 

I feel like for days I have sacrifice so much. When I see people go out casually like life is still going. Just a little different, I have to be here trying to figure out when will this all end. When will I get to go back to work? Will my kids be able to go back to school next year? Will I fall in love again? I already sacrifice finding love as I know When you talk to people they will want to eventually want to see you. 

  sadly so, Covic-19 has not left us but another strain. It is not deadly but able to get it quicker. 

Trying to get daycare for free is like a No. If I ask my mom, well she can't be to long with the kids. All these things i have no idea what to do.

 Sooner or later my Unemployment will run out in 3 months. I'm trying to figure out what to do? I'm hoping if the state or country lockdown, maybe I can keep my unemployment a little bit longer or the government will issue out 2,000 dollar checks every month so they can get a whole on Covic-19.  Even if it is small like 1,200. I will make it work. 

 This vaccine things, makes me wonder if most people get it then the ones that don't can go back out and not worry about getting the virus. 

These are hard times. Especially for Parents and single parents trying to stay a float with kids.