Life as I know it is going to get complicated. Dealing with daily issues of life to planning things for my kids to do I ask myself how am I going to do it with 4 kids which one is still in diapers. Tell you the truth I have no idea!!!
Working about 34 hours a week and try to pick up more hours just to get things I need for my kids to budget so college will be a option for me next year.
Now I'm taking steps to get things back on track. Some days I want to cry but tears never fall. Sometimes I want to stay in bed until noon but that is never a option so important hoping at least 8am which happens sometimes.
I even want to just leave my job and walk out because I had enough but I have learn over the years you do what you can to get to the next level.
So yes im a tired Momma. No I do not have everything planned but I take it one week at a time.
I try to remember my to do list as I have to add extra in the middle of the week or end.
Everything is not on schedule but some how I get it done. Even dinner might be at 10 o'clock at night.
Im a single mom with loving parents that help me but some days they need a break as well
motherhood is a struggle but keep your head up the storm is almost over.
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