Black History Month

 Hey you. Yes you. The parents or just the person who is just reading this. Black history is something that has been taught in schools. There has been amazing parades a long time ago. But now, it is fading out. Black history is not just about leaders and people that change the world you saw in the public eye. It is people behind the scenes you never saw. 

  Credit was given to the white man then the black man or ladies.  So much history has pass about black people that no one wants to talk about the tragic death that came along. The pain they went through. It will probably hunt you that you want to do the right thing towards blacks. Yes, that is history in America but are history started a long time ago way before B.C. no one wants ts to talk about. It's time to talk about it. The world is changing and the truth is slowly coming out. 

  How would you feel if you had Gods precious treasure and you didn't know it. You was lied to and never new until now? Think about that.

   I will post again but it's time to spill the beans. It's time to start telling are kids the true history about blacks. You will cry for us but God is coming back for us. The heat is coming and we can not help you. 

  History will be true on the next blog if you like it or not. If you except it or not.

A mother going back to school

 At this point I have no idea what to say or think. I am working but today I wanted to quit. Today I wanted to through in the towel and say F you. Walking out would have been amazing. Instead I stuck it out and finish what I could. The person that is training sucks as I know myself I was not ready to get behind the desk and multi task everything. It was to much to take in. It was overload to where I started to double guess everything about me. I thought I was slow at learning to maybe I am not cut out to do this job. 

  The a light ball went off in my head after I sat in my car waiting for my mom. I was train to do back office only 3 days when I had no choice to just do it on my 4th day. I got it down but I ask question real fast but the person I was asking was kind of helpful but not really. I got it down good enough to where the next week came and I started to learn the front office. I got some of it down but not the billing and putting this here and there. I was still learning to check peoples insurance. Now on my 3week of work, I didn't expect to go in. Actually take over the front office. I was okay waiting until Friday. I was not ready yet but I still tried. Tell you the truth, I disliked it so much that I wanted to leave. 

  The person that should have been training me left me a couple of times and then  act like I should know what I was doing. I felt like a failure. Then I learn to day is I was not. I learn the back office in 3 days. Did it by myself on the 4th and I could have ran out but I didn't. Seeing how far and how much I learn, I was doing great. Now, I am going to do something for me once. I am willing to go the extra mile. Find another job that is right for me as I go back to school. Yup, that is right. I am going back to school. 

  I shall have the funds and I need to learn something I will enjoy and not put my family in so much danger when it comes to covic-19. I did learn a lot from this job. I have learn I might not be able to pick up everything fast but I can do the job. I will be quitting soon as I feel the space in the office is to small, and I want a space with more open to where I don't be bumping into my coworkers. It's better to know now then later. Wish my luck on my journey as I will be finding another job and going back to school very soon.