It was a long day as it still is. I want to cry as my Baby Z tired me out. I even notice I have no control over her as it comes to her leaping to other people. Of course it's people I know or well people at my kids school but today I was exhausted and she really showed her true colors.
I know I spend time with my kids about 2 hours before they have to go to sleep Sunday through Wednesday. After that I have the kids Thursday through Saturday but and Friday sundown to Saturday sundown we worship the most high. We basically don't go out but this time I will probably play a family game and probably go outside.
I also feel like it is effecting Baby Z but I will pray more and see how I can spend more time with the kids, especially Baby Z. I still thinking about this job opportunity being a lead teacher float for a preschool. I feel like maybe if I can bring Baby Z to work with me and she gets to play at the same time, it will work out. plus, I feel like it will be fun. I know I will get a pay cut but I'm trying to figure out is it worth it? Less money to spend time with kids or more money less time with kids?
That's just one of my problems besides doing all myself. I figure I'm a great catch but I have extra items with me. Well precious items and some people can not take it.
That's another topic for another day.
A long day with baby and had different activities going on, I'm glad it's Friday so I can relax and not worry. I got my errands done and now I have to see what the rest of next week will treat me with. Hopefully I can make sure the kids are at school on time and of course a long day of work and book reports...darn I better remind my kids.
never ending story of my life
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