Friday, October 26, 2018
SingleMoM4: A very Long Day
SingleMoM4: A very Long Day: It was a long day as it still is. I want to cry as my Baby Z tired me out. I even notice I have no control over her as it comes to her leapi...
A very Long Day
It was a long day as it still is. I want to cry as my Baby Z tired me out. I even notice I have no control over her as it comes to her leaping to other people. Of course it's people I know or well people at my kids school but today I was exhausted and she really showed her true colors.
I know I spend time with my kids about 2 hours before they have to go to sleep Sunday through Wednesday. After that I have the kids Thursday through Saturday but and Friday sundown to Saturday sundown we worship the most high. We basically don't go out but this time I will probably play a family game and probably go outside.
I also feel like it is effecting Baby Z but I will pray more and see how I can spend more time with the kids, especially Baby Z. I still thinking about this job opportunity being a lead teacher float for a preschool. I feel like maybe if I can bring Baby Z to work with me and she gets to play at the same time, it will work out. plus, I feel like it will be fun. I know I will get a pay cut but I'm trying to figure out is it worth it? Less money to spend time with kids or more money less time with kids?
That's just one of my problems besides doing all myself. I figure I'm a great catch but I have extra items with me. Well precious items and some people can not take it.
That's another topic for another day.
A long day with baby and had different activities going on, I'm glad it's Friday so I can relax and not worry. I got my errands done and now I have to see what the rest of next week will treat me with. Hopefully I can make sure the kids are at school on time and of course a long day of work and book reports...darn I better remind my kids.
never ending story of my life
I know I spend time with my kids about 2 hours before they have to go to sleep Sunday through Wednesday. After that I have the kids Thursday through Saturday but and Friday sundown to Saturday sundown we worship the most high. We basically don't go out but this time I will probably play a family game and probably go outside.
I also feel like it is effecting Baby Z but I will pray more and see how I can spend more time with the kids, especially Baby Z. I still thinking about this job opportunity being a lead teacher float for a preschool. I feel like maybe if I can bring Baby Z to work with me and she gets to play at the same time, it will work out. plus, I feel like it will be fun. I know I will get a pay cut but I'm trying to figure out is it worth it? Less money to spend time with kids or more money less time with kids?
That's just one of my problems besides doing all myself. I figure I'm a great catch but I have extra items with me. Well precious items and some people can not take it.
That's another topic for another day.
A long day with baby and had different activities going on, I'm glad it's Friday so I can relax and not worry. I got my errands done and now I have to see what the rest of next week will treat me with. Hopefully I can make sure the kids are at school on time and of course a long day of work and book reports...darn I better remind my kids.
never ending story of my life
Sunday, October 7, 2018
Today wow
Today I feel different. More like alive to be me. If that makes any since. I had to go to the store to pick up a few itmes as it is that time of the month.
Then I found myself making French toast and coffee for everyone. Well the kids my parents don't like French toast.
Just a feeling of joy and forgiveness came over me. I stop judging myself. I stop being hard on myself. I didn't care who I was working with today that I told myself I'm going to be positive everytime I can while I go to work.
Maybe because I'm on a mission and I'm almost there. Maybe I just started to do things and moving forward with my plans.
I have no idea or it could be my talk with yeshua that he pass it to Yah. I just feel humble and greatful.
That being said I went of Facebook which I rarely go on and excepted a friend request to thinking about old friends that I hope is doing well.
I prayed this morning and now I'm just sipping on coffee about to finish up getting ready as my journey is going to be more interesting and exciting.
I feel just to ALIVE that I can't stop smiling!!##
Being over welcomed with motherhood for so long and finally you clear your eyes you just feel awesome!!!!
Then I found myself making French toast and coffee for everyone. Well the kids my parents don't like French toast.
Just a feeling of joy and forgiveness came over me. I stop judging myself. I stop being hard on myself. I didn't care who I was working with today that I told myself I'm going to be positive everytime I can while I go to work.
Maybe because I'm on a mission and I'm almost there. Maybe I just started to do things and moving forward with my plans.
I have no idea or it could be my talk with yeshua that he pass it to Yah. I just feel humble and greatful.
That being said I went of Facebook which I rarely go on and excepted a friend request to thinking about old friends that I hope is doing well.
I prayed this morning and now I'm just sipping on coffee about to finish up getting ready as my journey is going to be more interesting and exciting.
I feel just to ALIVE that I can't stop smiling!!##
Being over welcomed with motherhood for so long and finally you clear your eyes you just feel awesome!!!!
Saturday, October 6, 2018
Update of my life
Fall is here and kids are basically ready to do all the fun activities at school but somedays you just want to be like "NO" which I did since I want to focus on important things and my kids understands that.
This blog I want to tell you my family had great feast of trumpets and tabinacl. ( I hope I spell that right)
Now birthdays are around the corner to the feast of dedication hannakuk!!!
I'm excited but I wish my whole family was around to experience it together. It's great and you feast and feast for 7 days. Give gifts if you want but my kids love the fact we all are together and remembering that day.
Life is a little crazy but somehow I get up the next day and do it all over again but with more love.
This blog I want to tell you my family had great feast of trumpets and tabinacl. ( I hope I spell that right)
Now birthdays are around the corner to the feast of dedication hannakuk!!!
I'm excited but I wish my whole family was around to experience it together. It's great and you feast and feast for 7 days. Give gifts if you want but my kids love the fact we all are together and remembering that day.
Life is a little crazy but somehow I get up the next day and do it all over again but with more love.
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