Love...funny how it works right.
Okay, I loved you through all your wrong doings. I forgave you and let you come back again and again. 12 years later no change. I hope and prayed things would get better. You would come and get me when we were miles apart. Then I realize, I was stronger then you. I was different then you. I was a adult. You were a childish boy who was willing to be selfish with children. You can't be a child when you have kids.
So you took. You stole and lied.
I'm starting to understand why you ran away from family. From your own kids and me. When life gets difficult you run to people that are...well...worse off then you. Have nothing and damage. Mentally I'll that I took a moment and realize, we both are going separate places.
So sad but life goes on
At least that's what I tell myself.
