Early in the morning?!#love

Being a mom is hard but being a single one is even more harder. I trusted my kids father to be here for me and actually be with me. I guess old things die. I can not understand why he doesn't tell me who he hangs out with but I know because I would leave. Not waste my time. During this covic-19 I'm going to leave silently. I'm going to stop calling and when he realize I stop calling I'm going to not pick up.

  All I got from him was pain and stress. No responsibility. 

  So ladies if you know your kids father is not right, just run. Keep yourself busy. Trust me I woke up in the middle of the night wanting to call him but I didn't. That was the first step I took at 4am in the morning with my toddler. She wants chicken nuggets as she miss dinner. She drunk my breastmilk but she was done with that. No other choice but to get up and feed my baby. That is what a mom would do. 

   As I sip on my coffee and my daughter eats her chicken nuggets I smile as I know soon I will have to wake up my other 3 kids to get ready for there dental appointment. My dad will be taking my car to the gas station to get me gas in my tire. He usually get free air so I'm like yeah I need that. 

   So today I'm going to smile more. I took my first step by not calling which is great but I hope I can keep it up. Will keep you posted with that. 

    I'm going to enjoy the rest of my coffee, watch the news and watch my baby finish her chicken nuggets.

Sincerely

😊

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