Double pump/breastfeeding

Double pump is the best thing you can spend your money on if you are breastfeeding exclusively. With my swing pump I rather spent the extra money on a double pump that will work best for me. Tried the first year double pump it's ok and quiet which I love buy it's a no go if you are trying to get milk out right away and suction. I might do another year not sure yet but I will wing are off sooner or later but not now. Formula is my back up if I don't pump out enough milk while I am gone to work. I only bought it twice so that's good but still mo eyes out your pocket as well.

  I do love to breastfeed as I can bound with my baby. Feeding is easier in the middle of the night...and save a lot of money because the milk is FREE.

  If you can do it..do it. I'm sure there is other pros and some cons is getting up in the middle of the night to feed ( have to do that anyways) if your spouse doesn't have to do it all the time but warm up breastmilk you pump out.

 Don't get me wrong you have to put in some time and eat a balance meal but it's worth it. I'm losing wait while I do it as I eat a balance meal instead of junk food all the time. I did do but my milk flow was weak and I gain wait to I got back to focusing n the milk is coming so far down

  

  I hope this read gave you some insight on breastfeeding.

I don't ask for much... hmmm

I don't ask for much as I go day after day trying to make it in this dam crazy world. I even thought the more I get a hour would make a difference but it all depends on on the hours you get. 13 dollars a hour with no hours seems to still not make ends meet. One more month of school to where I can do more hours which I will be at work all day from morning to night. Not really ideal tell you the truth. Saving sucks as it will be gone as I take a trip to Cali.
   I need to save for school ( at least one semester ) so I can get started with something. Being sales/ designer in training  I'm unsure how much I will make later and if that's for me. A lot of days I feel like I suck at it :/

  Anyways Dinner is Homemade Mac and cheese...fried chicken with broccoli. I'm trying to make sure I have at least one vegetable every time I eat dinner my kids.

  Now all I want is chocolate cake which I do not want to make nor want to go and buy some I'm cake less. Maybe tomorrow I might pick one up but of course I have things to pay and get that out the way so I can buy myself something nice : )

  we shall see

Having a moment (few words)

I'm having a moment in my single mom life where I want to scream. I'm trying to cook as my parents watch Baby Z finally as she wouldn't let me cook to my big boy doing his HW.
  First off we had to go to JC penneys to buy him some new pants. I wanted to buy just 2 but I end up buying 3 with 2 shirts.
  I even wanted to get myself this fit bit watch or something like it and he wants one too. He was like " Mom look. U want this it tracks my walks." Of course he does but I really need it but I'm thinking of buying both to where I will spend not to much but it will hurt my pockets a bit...well a lot as other things I need to pay but I shall see.

 I better get back to cooking but I just had to get that off my chest.